2022-02-15: Depressed again!

My depression seems to be flairing again so I may be a bit out of posting on this. It is such a bum. I had the whole of January free of it and it was glorious. February seems to be a bit lower mood. Not as bad as it was but worse than I'd like it to be.

A "friend" texted me last night a pic of their boobs (inappropriate but always appreciated) and followed it with "Now I've got your attention... I need your help to impress this boy I fancy". Way to make someone feel used. Sigh IDK. That and a distinct lack of actual sex in my life and yeah... it just gets me down.

It would just be really nice to feel fancied for a change.